It’s shouldn’t even be like this yet it is. It just occurred so quickly and before I knew it, I walked away. I didn’t even think things through I just wanted out at that moment, I saved myself from words, the arguing basically the whole package that led me here. Right now, in this situation. Now the silence has left me regretful, the inconsiderate decision has caused me hopeful me wanting you more than ever. I miss you and truly sorry.
FTW
Have you ever made a decision that you’ve regretted later? You didn’t think you would but then you realise, things start to make sense, and it’s clear to you now. The pieces fit. Perfectly in fact. It’s like during that time, it was the right choice .. Well, at least I thought it was. Ohhh, it surely does suck to be me.
I hate
Dwelling on my mistakes when I could move on and learning from it. I can’t change the past.
I miss my collection of bracelets. Idk why the fuck I gave half of them to you. Aaargh. Stffu.
Regret
Thinking about it pisses me off. How could I neglect something so important. If only I prioritised, I wouldn’t have been in this situation in the first place. It’s a stupid mistake that I’m suffering the consequences for. Fuck.
So close yet so far.
The memories shared, the happiness you brought me, the smile you effortlessly put on my face makes it easier to wait. Reminiscing on the past brings me closer to you all over again. Though, the distance and absences of communication paints the picture of reality. Take me back to the days were it was, you and I where our mutual love was the connection to one another.
