I feel as if the bar of expectation is too high. You’re making it impossible for me to obtain as I only want to give you the best. I just don’t want you to think any less of me, and get disappointed. If only you knew, if I could, I’d give you everything you wanted and more. Though reality is realistic and I can only do so much. I’m sorry.
You know what sweetheart, we’re human. We make mistakes, it’s unavoidable as it’s in our nature. You’ve just got to face it because the reality of it all, you too, make mistakes. Though the difference is we get the fuck over it and built a damn bridge. That’s what’s up. So, maybe you should too.
We were up high, up in the sky where we dare to only dream of flying. My eyes fixed on you alone, just as my heart craves you and only you. I’m right where I want to be, here with you, just you and I, us, captured in a moment. Isolated from the world, it doesn’t slow down for us. Time is priceless. The city lights shimmered across the horizon scattered here and there, shining brightly just as the stars twinkle in the dark night where wishes are hoped and dreamed of. That one day or someday sooner or later, the possible is inevitable. Just as this moment unfolds, I’ve been longing for this and time has taken its place. Reality is certain that we we’re meant to be.
Sometimes I catch myself blazing at you. Not merely because of your physical traits, but because I can’t seem to believe it .. I can’t believe that my sweetest dream has become my treasured reality.
I can’t go back. I’m too far ahead now, I’m living in the present. My reasons have a purpose, and living back in the past loses it’s meaning. It’ll be all for nothing.
While I’m sleeping there’s no stress, no sorrows, no worries. For during that moment in time, I can breathe. It’s as if I’m living again and nothing matters. That sweet moment of time simply captures all the problems, allowing it to wander into the air. Peace over rules me. I can breathe again. I can breathe. As I wake up from my fantasy that precious moment slowly fades. Nothing has changed, reality hits me. Repeat.