I don’t care. You can do whatever you please because at the end of the day, you’ll be living with the decisions you made, not me. Let’s hope you made the right one now, aye?
Have you ever made a decision that you’ve regretted later? You didn’t think you would but then you realise, things start to make sense, and it’s clear to you now. The pieces fit. Perfectly in fact. It’s like during that time, it was the right choice .. Well, at least I thought it was. Ohhh, it surely does suck to be me.
Thinking about it pisses me off. How could I neglect something so important. If only I prioritised, I wouldn’t have been in this situation in the first place. It’s a stupid mistake that I’m suffering the consequences for. Fuck.
I’m disappointed with myself. I was persistent then holidays came and I lost focus. I should of seen it coming. These habits of mine need and WILL change. Acknowledging this has now made me more determined. I guess it’s not a bad thing after all? I tend to need simple things like these to open my eyes to help me realise what’s important and assist me on the right track again. I’m constantly learning from my mistakes.